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The Price of Fast Money
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The Price of Fast Money

Everyone in the game thinks they’ll be the one who gets out clean. Nobody does. The money comes fast and disappears faster.

The Illusion of Wealth

Cash in hand feels like freedom. But when you can’t deposit it, can’t explain it, and can’t stop looking over your shoulder, it becomes a prison of its own.

Living Beyond Your Means

The cars, the boats, the lifestyle — all of it was a house of cards. One wrong move and everything vanishes overnight.

The People You Attract

Money draws people to you. Fast money draws the wrong people. Figuring out who’s genuine and who’s looking for an angle becomes a full-time job.

Relationships Destroyed

The secrecy required to maintain a criminal life is corrosive. You can’t be honest with anyone — not your family, not your friends, not yourself.

The Lies Compound

One lie requires ten more to support it. Before long, you’ve built an entire fictional life that you have to maintain 24 hours a day.

The Reckoning

Prison wasn’t just a consequence — in some ways, it was a relief. The exhaustion of maintaining a double life finally ended, even if what replaced it was far worse.

What I Lost

Time. That’s the real currency. Years I can never get back with people who moved on without me.

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John Buzzanca

John Buzzanca

Writer and legal professional based in Southern Orange County. Author of The Smuggler's Daughter — a true story of smuggling, surrogacy, and redemption.